Friday, November 26, 2010

And then it all comes crashing down...


How miserable.
This all sucks. A lot. Geez, Maya. Leave it up to you to ruin your entire social life in one week. I'm not even kidding.
Emileano hates me because I'm "self centered and emo," while he's extremely hot-headed and dramatic. I try to act better for his sake, but he just starts yelling at me. Then I feel sad, which is exactly what he's yelling at me for, so it's an eternal loop of chaos! I seriously don't know what he wants with me. He yells and then makes me feel bad about myself and want to yell right back at him. I honestly don't know what to do with him. I mean, we used to be really, really good friends! Now we barely ever talk to each other.
Then *Ahem* actually likes Keren-ha. And I like him. And ohmygod I can't believe I'm giving you guys all this information. This situation is really, really tangled up. I've lost all hope.
Sofi's mad at me because I blame her for finding out who *Ahem* likes, which it totally is her fault! I never ever asked her to tell me who he liked. She just waltzed off and asked. I mean, it was NONE of her business! She had no right. And then she actually acts like it is her business, which completely ticks me off.
Then Keddy thinks I replaced her with a scarf... O.o

Since when did my life become so miserable? I seriously miss the times when I didn't have any homework, anyone I liked, any family problems, any insecurity about my identity. There actually was a time when I had all that. I want it back. I want my happiness back. Heck, I want my life back.

Thanksgiving was yesterday. I wasn't completely miserable then.
There are so many Beatles songs that could add up to my life's situation right now:
You won't see me
I'm looking through you
Hey Jude

Ugh... Just make it stop.
..Let me grow wings and fly far away from here.


  1. 1. Friends are definitely more important than a crush.
    2. Talk to Sofi, apologize for getting angry and explain why it bothered you so much. Just tell her the truth.
    3. Um.. Cut the scarf in half and the other part of it to Ked?

  2. hmmm, I'm really sorry about all of this... And no, I don't really think you replaced me with a scarf...