Sunday, September 26, 2010

New Design

Well, I thought my blog needed a little upgrade. And here it is. Autumn themed! I like it quite much.
...Is that even a correct sentence?
Well, anyways. Today is Sunday the 26th of September. Which means it's a sad day. :(
I have a weekend! And I've been trying to enjoy this weekend. And it's going okay so far. I've started reading Maximum Ride: saving the world and other extreme sports. My favorite part so far is "Fang, Fang Fang." I murmured, overwhelmed with emotion. "I love you. I love you sooooo much!" I tried to hold out my arms to show him how much, but I couldn't move them.
xD I cracked up sooo much when I read that part. "I love you soooo much!" XD ROFL
Anyways, it was hilarious. I love this series. Truly makes me crack up.
Anyways, Kaichou wa Maid-sama is over. The show ended! so soooon too! D: It was a good one though. I enjoyed it a lot.
Also, apparently I was made in Narnia. Don't ask. I just wanted to say so.
xD Anyways, I'm done. I don't feel like typing anymore. I wanna get back to my book! :D

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Poetic! T.T

I feel so poetiiiiic! But I have no idea what to do. I wanna write a poem...
Good poem titles from last blog post:

Life on a Raindrop
Moonlight on your face
Dreams of Heaven
Perfect roses
Fresh purple
One kiss in the dark
Your first chapter
Crescent Stars
Your own Cheshire Cat
Pencils and coffee.

Now that I have those titles, I'm going to make it a project for me to write a poem every once in a while with those titles. Yay. I'm so smart. :P

Okay... I'm addicted to AQW again. I just can't help it. it's so fun T.T

I've a puppy in my lap. So cute. Finn even strayed from his siblings to hang out with me. What a lapdog. Hah. He's so cute. They're all so cute.

I feel like I've lost the ability to draw. I've been making all these mistakes. It really sucks. Saaaad.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Gibberish and Playpens-- My personal favorite.

I'm feeling better. I don't feel like my whole world is going to fall apart now. I'm getting used to life and it's twists and turns. It's just another chapter in life, you know? Despite how much you'd like to put the book down and break away from it for a while, you can't. You keep on reading. You have to. And the story goes on. And then it reaches a new chapter.
As you can probably tell, I've been doing a bit too much reading recently....
My life today consisted mainly in locking myself in my room, listening to music, reading and eating. Ugh it's so boring.

My soul is like a storm:
My path is unclear,
My voice strong as thunder.
Running through this chaos,
My heart drenched, cold, dead down under.
I'm under water, splashing,
Trying to break free.
The rain is beating down,
Hailing relentlessly over me.
The is lightning inside my being,
screaming to be let loose.
This splash of emotions is too strong,
My mind can't take all this abuse.
Every single thought is its own little raindrop,
A downpour of confusion from one single girl.
Tell me... Will it ever end?
My soul. The never ending storm...
Will it ever die down to a simple sprinkle?
At such a young age, yet so terribly worn.
...My soul is exactly like a storm.

Hah, no. That wasn't one of my emo poems. It's my english homework. "Write a poem about rain using these words!" >.>" Thanks, Teacher stella, you sure made my day by annoying me >.>"""""

And hey-- she annoys me so friggin' much, why not channel my emotions into my work? ...Just like Cinna... T.T He died... D': *sobs*

Uuuuuughabuuuuugh I hate english now. I used to LOVE IT! I called it my favorite subject! But now it's tortuuure! TORTURE I TELL YOU! The most annoying teacher in this whole God-blessed world. Geez, I mean, couldn't they have hired someone with less of an obnoxious and annoying nature?

Coursing through my veins
Life on a raindrop
Moonlight on your face
Dreams of heaven
Lying broke free
Wings of love
Missiles detonated
Detours and darkness
Perfect roses
Fresh purple
Dolls from China
Honestly cried
Ears buzzing
Bows and arrows
One kiss in the dark
Your first chapter
Accepting the dice
Life and light
He made my own chaos
Crescent stars
They're treasured
Your own Cheshire Cat
sincerity or not
Chocolate pudding
Gibberish and playpens
Pencils and coffee

Those were... Random phrases and words going on in my mind. several would make a good poem title, I think. Or something. Anways, I like making long posts, but I think I'm gonna skidaddle now.

But first, I'm reading Maximum ride, and it's the best book I've read recently. It gave me the effect of "DON'T PUT THE BOOK DOWN!" And I haven't gotten that much lately. It's nice being to read nonstop. Heh. Anyways, over and OUT!

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Get this

So... My friends are having problems, coming to me when they need help. While I'm having problems and don't want to talk to anyone. Yeah, sure, when I'm mad, I'll rant and talk and ask for advice from someone. But when I'm sad, I don't want to talk to anyone or tell them my problems. I just want to be alone. I prefer it. It's not like I don't have anyone to turn to; I have tons of people that I can turn to. I just prefer keeping it to myself. And it doesn't make me more sad, it actually makes me feel better. That way I don't have people bringing up the subject left and right and reminding me about what's going on. If it's only to myself, I can find a way to distract myself. So don't think I don't trust you if you say "You can talk to me anytime," and have me reply with "Sure, but I'm fine."

Anyways, school is going fine, I'm really enjoying it. But it's boring. The same old story I've been telling you guys for the past 3 weeks, so we'll skip that subject.

I'll finally have Mockingjay! I'm so happy! I'm almost done reading it. It's really interesting.

It seems like KT Tunstall is my "comfort artist". Listening to her music makes me feel better. "Silent Sea" and "Under the Weather" are my favorites for when I want to relax and do nothing. It makes me feel better.

And now I don't really have anything to talk about. Well, then this blog post is over.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Night time

I haven't been writing in a while, so I decided to update my blog post.

school has been tiring with all the homework, school work and social things I have to do there. But luckily, all my classmates are nice and there's no bullies. I spend my days with Keddy and my books. I want a social life....

Anyways, speaking of books, I finally have Mockingjay which makes me amazingly happy. I've started it, and I don't know what to think about it yet. I miss Cinna though :(

I've noticed that the more time I've been in school, the more I've wanted to be alone to think and stuff. I just need alone time, you know?

Uuuugh I would write more, but it's pretty late...
Maybe tomorrow I'll write a better post that's more interesting than this one. Until then...